yesterday was so complicated... I really don't know what happen, but suddenly I was in a bad mood... I think it's because right after me & my  mom got back from the church. honestly my purpose of going there was to attend a funeral but I wasn't able to because of mom, who suddenly felt dizzy, maybe because of the weather. and that made my mood in a bad state. answering her in such a manner that a  daughter shouldn't have to & I really felt bad about it making me more vulnerable? I guess... sorry for that is really all I can say...