I think I just realized how it might be hard for someone like me who is so used of being with you, though not all the time, but at times when we know we need to be with with each other... it's so different when there comes a moment when I'm alone and wanted to have someone to be with (& that is YOU) and I wanted to go somewhere else where I can be at my utmost comfort while being with you...
we just talked yesterday and told me that he might be away for a certain long time... i don't know why but i suddenly feel nervous and afraid of something that I don't even know if I should be.... though he already told me why he has to go home but still it's so different I mean I was thinking it might be hard for me because for me, he was always the one who I run to whenever I feel down or sad...
you really don't differ from the others you know... and I thought you're somewhat not like them but I was wrong to think that way...